My confinement lady’s finally gone back today.  While I can finally breathe a sigh of relief that she’s gone, I have been really busy, so busy with Baby C who is super cranky today that I hardly have time to do anything else.  She has been crying and whining the whole day and I’ve been nursing her and letting her suckle my teats like a pacifier the whole day. She also wants to be carried and talked to.

As I am typing this post with my right hand, my left hand is carrying Baby C and she is crying away.  I know exactly what she wants, ie. she wants to go to my air-conditioned room to escape the horrendous heat from downstairs and to suckle mummy’s teats to sleep. I have tried leaving her in the crib and let her cry it out but she just wont stop crying. I have been carrying Baby C so much and running around so much handling my 3 kids that my wound is hurting.

I tried giving Baby C the pacifier today but she spat it out. I am really  exhausted caring for 2 toddlers and 1 newborn baby and today is only the first day I have to care for 3 kids myself without the help of a CL.  I cant imagine how the subsequent days will be like. I can only pray that Baby C will be an easy baby and that Sherilyn will be more obedient and stop being demanding.

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